No one person
will have my whole heart
No matter what
Why do i keep having dreams that my old boss keeps offering me my old position back? Its fuckin weird. Oh, and she can keep her job and shove it.
I dreamed of you.
Or rather, my feelings for you emerged in my subconscious. I felt a void. I missed you. Your conversation. Your laugh. I was looking through a window, out at the rainy fall day. It was Sunday, our lazy day. I remembered the way it felt to have your arms around me. Our legs intertwined, like a twizzler. Then i remembered id have to beg to get any sort of affection from you. The anger, resentment and pain finally settled back in. The void got even bigger. I hope you’re happier. Even if it synthesized happiness. Be better to your next.
I could tell that you been crying all night, drinking all summer, praying for your happiness, hoping that you recover.
Losing best friends in life is rough.